I have OCD so it comes with the territory but my regular tasks aren't as fulfilling as getting the attention of an attractive avoidant. I NEED THIS TO END!!! IT MUST END!!!! I am not happy when I am focused on earning the affections of self-centered people who aren't interested in giving me what I deserve. I'm starting to believe that I deserve better, yet earning the bare minimum of someone who doesn't give at all is still so enticing to me. I'm in self respect Limbo and i need out!