to the point where you have fun that night but you consistently catch yourself saying things that you probably shouldn’t be and then wake up extremely hanxious the next morning
Like once u hit that spot where u like daaaaaaamn im faaaded, have one or 3 more drinks and u good for the people rest of the nite feelin crazy 😼😎 and then u take a percocet and then the night is yours for the taking 💯😼🫦
sometimes i fall into a dark hole in which male attention is the only thing that matters to me but i will put an end to it this year and reconnect with people that i feel like i’ve lost connection with due to prioritizing something that is so superficial yet cumbersome
tonight my friend kat cooked beef bourguignon for dinner for my 2 friends and i! i’ve never tried it before and it was so delicious and fun to eat with my friends. cooking has been EVERYTHING recently
spending approximately 2-3 hours on your phone vaping before you do anything in the day has proven very unhelpful in my life and work ethic development however it does help with just chilling the fuck out when you wake up anxious
but maybe i wake up more anxious because i’m getting less done.