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back in my evangelical Christian days (former missionary kid) i had a recurring dream of watching my parents be martyred for refusing to recant Christ, and then having my own throat slit. i didn’t feel pain but i still remember the warm blood seeping from my neck
Mar 15, 2024
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A vision I had after spending some time in Bulgaria. I was lying in the hostel bed, completely awake & alone. The back of my head started to heat up & itch. soon my whole body was burning. I saw him. He was a sword made of fire shot like lightning from the heavens. When he pierced my heart, I knew I would die. I knew that I was destined to be cut down by him, that the cosmic radiation emanating from the east like nuclear ash would incinerate me, that this radiation is time itself.
Never had a vision before that or since. I don’t do drugs.
Apr 18, 2024
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Been killed by nuclear fire in my dreams twice in the last year (have not seen Oppenheimer btw).
But the most insane nightmare I’ve had in recent times was scarier. I dreamed I was in field, sitting in a school desk with a ring of men wearing suits encircling me. One guy apart form the rest stands over me with a gun pressed to my head, and dumps a bag of assorted pills onto the desk. I’m told to eat the whole pile. I am trying to, but it’s a lot of pills, and naturally I’d rather not. I find a little hole on the underside of the desk. I start letting the pills fall into one hand, held beneath the desk, and I’m quickly cramming them into there instead of my mouth. Then the hole starts to overflow like a geyser, and the trick is up.
He pulls that trigger and kills dream-me.
Mar 15, 2024
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i had this dream when i was maybe 15 or 16. in the dream i was babysitting my little cousin, who would have been like 8 at the time. he was in the kitchen and i noticed a sleek black sports car pull into the driveway. it was snowy outside, like there were easily four feet of snow in our driveway, but somehow the car got through it fine. i saw david bowie get out of the car and walk up to the front door, followed by a woman who looked exactly like him right down to the outfit except as a woman. she had a very dark, evil energy, and she never spoke. he knocked on the door and i opened it and he kind of just walked in without asking. he told me that in high school, he knew my mom and she "broke his heart" (this was probably influenced by the fact that when i was growing up, my mom had multiple stalkers who were guys she went to high school with or knew in the past. also worth mentioning my mom is not the same age as david bowie, but in my dream he was the same age as her). he got very upset and was telling me my mom broke his heart. i said i'm sorry but she's not home right now and i can tell her he stopped by when she gets home. his girlfriend started to leave, and when she was halfway out the door, david bowie leaned in close to me and quietly said in a terrified tone, "please help me, she's gonna make me kill somebody." my blood ran cold and i got very scared but pretended everything was normal. i ushered them out the door and tried to lock it, but my hands wouldn't work in that typical dream way. i did eventually get the front door locked, but it took me a really long time. meanwhile, i saw the car back out of our driveway, and then drive forward again at a high speed and slam into our tree in our front yard. then it backed up again and pulled in the driveway, this time all the way to the back door. at this point i knew that they were coming back in and were going to try to get in the back door, so i ran to the back and started trying to lock that door. my hands were still not working dream style, but through the back door window i saw david bowie get out of the car. he was incredibly angry. the woman was gone, and somehow in my dream i knew that she and david bowie had morphed together into one person. at this point, david bowie began to try to get in the back door. i was trying to keep the door shut so i could lock it, but he was pulling on the door. i finally got the door locked and he actually ripped the screen door off its hinges and began to throw himself bodily against the door. the door began to bow inwards from the force and i ran to the kitchen to call my mom. i still couldn't get my fingers to work very well, so i called a boy i went to school with, because his number was easier to dial, and begged him to call my mom and tell her david bowie was here and he was going to hurt me and my little cousin that i was watching. shortly after, david bowie finally busted the door down and came into the kitchen. he was breathless and so angry his entire face was red. he stalked toward me and said some things i don't quite remember. when i responded, he said "you think i'm stupid. you think i'm STUPID!" i insisted that i did not, but he just kept yelling "YOU THINK I'M STUPID!" and getting angrier and angrier. i pushed my cousin behind me and david bowie backed us all the way up to the fireplace. at this point, the police came rushing in through the back door and apprehended him, and then my mom was there, thank goodness. the dream ended there. i have never been a big david bowie fan so i truly do not know where this concept even came from. it scared me so badly that i woke up from the dream and cried for like an hour, and even debated waking my mom up to tell her i had a bad dream.
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after five years of grad school and subsequent job search, i can finally say i have successfully changed careers 😭 i start my new job counseling kids at a community mental health clinic on Monday. yesterday was my last shift at the grocery store that was an escape from my horrible corporate job and a sustaining force throughout grad school. it’s so bittersweet to leave the sweetest coworkers i’ve ever had and the most fun i’ve had at work. it’s immeasurably healing to quit a job for only good reasons. my coworkers got me a cake, everyone wrote notes in a card, and the goodbyes throughout the day made my heart swell. i even got to tell the good news to my favorite instacarter 🥺 after i clocked out for the last time, my friends joined me for gelato at the cafe and we strolled the store for a final time, this time as simply a loyal customer.
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