my whims change so often so all i'll say is this ... to be able to look back and say that i crafted a life for myself that i'm proud of
Apr 24, 2024
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i love my life and the mistakes ive made i cant lie im happy i do what i do and im happy its lead me here, i love being at the edge of every opportunity and i like the stupid decisions ive made they make me feel human
1d ago
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i used to think that i could one day solve all the personal issues that were holding me back from my phantasmic idea of happiness and once i reached the top of that hill i would live forever; bathing, figuratively, in morning light from a kitchen window, a purring cat by my side and no dishes in the sink, and now i see my life stretching out, beyond that calm august day and into the sludgy, dark evening commute of an eventual february and back, and i see that my life is not a problem to be solved but a state of constant movement, two steps forward and one step back in perpetuity. my joy will be lost and found over again with the swing of that pendulum
2d ago
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The world is electric, sad, crazy, pretty, lost, exciting, needy, spinning, wtf now. But I want to be completely unafraid to live every day. The girl who still sings funny lyrics, cries when she sees a flapping pigeon trying to escape, longs for the things her Maker has wired her for, the girl who chases after weird rabbit holes that she thinks are cute, has NO idea how things will turn out the next day, the passion that turns her hot and cold, the girl who thinks through everything but also effing go like, I should have gone on that boat.
I really should have. Because life.
Aug 21, 2024
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too loud and strong … as a child i thought it was gonna suck me in (i still do)
Apr 23, 2024
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yes babe talk to me for 2 hours about something i’ve never heard of <3
May 3, 2024
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not big words but words u just don’t hear often… like yea drop a casual ‘insouciant’. what’s all this vocab for if we can’t use it ??
Apr 24, 2024