knowing that i'm going to die makes me want to live? savour every moment. the sweetest release of all is the catharsis of my body leaving the earth.
also, sleep. sleep is happiness. to be able to let my soul rip apart from my body and explore the world i cannot see.
May 15, 2024
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i used to think that i could one day solve all the personal issues that were holding me back from my phantasmic idea of happiness and once i reached the top of that hill i would live forever; bathing, figuratively, in morning light from a kitchen window, a purring cat by my side and no dishes in the sink, and now i see my life stretching out, beyond that calm august day and into the sludgy, dark evening commute of an eventual february and back, and i see that my life is not a problem to be solved but a state of constant movement, two steps forward and one step back in perpetuity. my joy will be lost and found over again with the swing of that pendulum
May 4, 2025
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I started to fill my days with pleasant experiences, I express what I feel, I open my heart because I don't hold back any longer, I don't leave things for later. I choose which people I want to come with me, and I tell them every day how much I love them, I look them in the eyes, I feel, I hug them. I laugh, I enjoy, because that is life. I enjoy the simple moments here and now, not tomorrow, NOW.
Feb 6, 2025
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they are two of my favourite things on earth because i always feel pure euphoria when riding on a roller coaster and/or laughing my heart out with my best friend. to me they make life worth living because i canβt laugh or ride roller coasters if i am dead. they both are a part of my core, my being- they make me who i am. i am so grateful that i get to experience these simple pleasures of life.
Jan 10, 2025
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my name also has eleven letters. all my siblings were born on the eleventh of their birth months too. some people say we are part of a conspiracy.
Aug 2, 2024
the other day i went to see the aurora, and when i was on top of a hill i met a random girl, we walked together to her lodging at 3 am because she was on holiday, and it was a really neat moment where i got to meet another stranger and just talk about random things happening in our lives without any repercussions.
made me reflect on how i really do like talking to random people, and giving a listening ear ultimately makes anybody feel heard. that moment just proves to me that human connection is something worth hoping for, it's like it's already written somewhere.
here's a photo she took, it's really good!
May 15, 2024