kinda need to take a moment to disconnect myself from the rhythm of heavy emotions that i’ve been feeling. everything feels like a burden and i just want to move onward. i wanna be free and wild like i expect myself to be, but being who i am, it comes with other side effects. i think too much. more than i wish i did. i just want to be able to do and feel everything without thinking i might be too much. those that make sense?????