I often wonder too. I came to realize, that people i would like probably do the same stuff like me, which is staying in my room and wait for something to happen. so idk...social sports maybe? Tell me if you found out.
sometimes being alone with my thoughts is the only thing that reminds i'm a real person and that i don't just exist to advance the plot of other people's lives
for example, i know if someone tried to recruit me into a cult i would probably fall for it
if i go missing just know im probably in a hidden community within the mountains — who knows
