im so so sorry youโre experiencing that, you deserve none of it and im really proud of you for sharing your art! it takes so much courage to share the most vulnerable parts of ourselves on a platform that can (and clearly did) reach millions. i hope that you keep sharing, and never forget that this platform is always a safe place to share stuff :)
iโm almost done reading Pessoaโs Book of Disquiet, and I found this piece encapsulates the plight of perfectionism and the desire to write really well - I should say that this is more prose than poetry but I hope you enjoy it nonetheless