there are snatches of a redeeming darkness to be found in this life. the other weekend, i was floating in a pool while being filmed (an experience that definitely advanced the trans agenda, that’s another story) and for a moment i found something that felt how i feel when im looking at the moon.
i still don’t know their name, so i‘m calling them space for now. think i used to call them god mostly? but they find me in voices and smiles n the way purple light reflects off the skin of my loved ones. all this plus Blackness makes me think of space as a home— Space is the Place type beat! need to rewatch that movie… but anyways i’m sitting on the couch with Black people and there is future to be found in all shades <3