Am i spamming my account on my first day? Yes. Why? Because im a yapper with adhd and i have thoughts to share and no one to care. Anyways heres the next segment of jilly's brain: writing a book gives me imposter syndrome.
plz tell me why I have written around 200 pages into a novel of my own creation—world / languages / history and ALL—and my sorry a*s feels like a liar. like I didn't just make up this entire tale.
im in the middle of writing a scene and fully thinking to myself "no this isn't what real authors would do" like okay I'm sorry for existing, brain???????????? my apologies for not being CHARLES DICKENS???
anyways I'm bamboozling myself and i dont even realise it