so i can’t tell you exactly what kicked that off for me. i will say, what exacerbated it was seeing a girl in my second grade gifted and talented class reading harry potter and the goblet of fire and i was jealous bc the book was thick as hell and we were only 7!! so i started the series out of spite so i could get to the fifth book before she did. becuase i read so many books as a child, i would say they’re All formative to me in some way. but when i saw this ask, the first book i thought of was ā€œthe miraculous journey of edward tulaneā€ā€¦ this may sound sad but it was the first book i remember ever making me cry. i didn’t know you could be connected to a book like that until then, so i think of it warmly and fondly. it’s like wow there really are new worlds and beating hearts between pages… (i also remember reading another book that made me cry when i was slightly older. it was about a girl without a shadow who had some sort of cat familiar that followed her around. i remember fighting tears so hard but also can’t remember the title for the life of me.) (a series of unfortunate events had me hooked too. i think i was into some pretty somber stuff loool).
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i loved reading this ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ never heard of those books but i'll look them up!
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@ST4TEOFGRACE to be fair, i was coming home with stacks of like 10 books from the library until i was well into high school. im sure i picked up my fair share of obscure deep cuts
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omg actually found the shadow story!! it was called ā€œplain kateā€ and i was around 12 when i read it.
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