the first time i heard this song i was 17, visiting what is now my dad's ex-wife's house in new jersey, on the roof smoking newports i stole from someone's pocketbook out of desperation (i now know that was wrong), and this song came up in my spotify recommendations and really changed my life forever. i had never heard of jack stauber before and i went on a whole deep dive into his art and music that night, and fell in love!