I have had a terrible week. My laptop broke down again. Found out fixing it earlier lost me 400 euros. Film camera broke. New film didnt develop (with some important ass photos on it). My best friend is leaving the country and I got let go from a job last week. All the while I’m in a country that I dont particularly know if I am going to stay for the next while. Safe to say it aint working out cousin. Plus rent is due next tomorrow.
I was in a pit today, and maybe yesterday too….maybe its the booze (I hope not) or maybe its the good company I had today but I feel better about my situation. I wanna connect, I want to lov thos around me I need to stop lying to myself saying those I surround myself with don‘t care for me. This is not just for me, but for you. If you think you’re alone, lonely, spat out and despised by the world, that probably aint the truth. People out there, who don‘t have the same second name as you do probably aloso love you. It only takes 2-7 beers with friends to realise that.
Not great but hey, its the best we can do atm.
Its all love,
It always has been.
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