“We are a society of overthinkers.” Overthinking sucks. Everyone does it. Sometimes it feels like a socially acceptable form of insanity. I overthink so much it hurts, then retrospectively find it silly that I was overthinking so much over something that didn’t end up being that big of a deal in the first place. It always causes me invisible pressures, and sometimes makes me feel like a fool when I bring up my overthinking thoughts to others. #endoverthinking2025!!!
Yapped too much at work and feeling very embarrassed very self-indulgent very like everybody must think I’m annoying so I’m instead trying to think about not thinking about it. Like I know it’s in the past now it happened and I can’t unsay every fkin thing I let fly out of my mouth and instead of letting that loop endlessly in my mind I can think about how hard I’m trying not to think about it, like a little Sisyphus in my brain pushing those thoughts away and all I focus on is the pressure between his hands and the stone.
seriously when did everyone get so mean. everywhere i look people are being mean, whether its being racist, homophobic, fatphobic, or catty and snarky. its especially bad on tiktok and instagram like do people not have empathy anymore??
im getting older and things are happening in my life that have shifted my priorities, and because of that i feel more detached from some of the friends that have been the closest to me for years on end. i dont have a problem with any of them specifically, i think this is just the natural progression of things. i had trouble confronting this at first, but accepting that growth also comes with certain sacrifices or loss is just a part of the process.
i, like anyone else now, am incredibly attached to the little computer in my back pocket. however i can feel my mental health decreasing whenever i wake up and instantly go on instagram so i’ve begun scrolling on pinterest instead. its still not a great habit but id rather be barraged by cool pictures than the toxins of instagram reels